Thursday, December 30, 2010
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Monday, December 27, 2010
stress release!!!
due to high level of stress yesterday,i ask junior to go sing k wif me n its ON!
yea well,turns out they r quite good k-ing companion,bt i do really miss SAMUEL TAN!
i rmber we gt the same frequency n can sing like band song(guy band) bt with the others,the max level is jus duet(mayb coz got guy n gal version so easier for them :p)
went yum cha after that n my stress level is like "PIU" low...not that i dont have any bt at least i can do my things now...
to those who dont know,i cannot do anytg when im under stress.like last year b4 final,i realise that my batchmate have studied alot n i haven even started,i panicked for about 2 weeks...cant study cant enjoy...SUFFERING LIKE CRAZY!
bt end up i study smart,pass year n some important question(not EVERYTG like the others),my results turns out quite ok..not that high bt kinda in the middle...
anyway,time to study now!thursday got test n i got hell lot of practical work to do...
a word to be remembered "远亲不如近邻"
n i duno how 2 upload photo from here,as in properly...no time to discover...
so nex time!
yea well,turns out they r quite good k-ing companion,bt i do really miss SAMUEL TAN!
i rmber we gt the same frequency n can sing like band song(guy band) bt with the others,the max level is jus duet(mayb coz got guy n gal version so easier for them :p)
went yum cha after that n my stress level is like "PIU" low...not that i dont have any bt at least i can do my things now...
to those who dont know,i cannot do anytg when im under stress.like last year b4 final,i realise that my batchmate have studied alot n i haven even started,i panicked for about 2 weeks...cant study cant enjoy...SUFFERING LIKE CRAZY!
bt end up i study smart,pass year n some important question(not EVERYTG like the others),my results turns out quite ok..not that high bt kinda in the middle...
anyway,time to study now!thursday got test n i got hell lot of practical work to do...
a word to be remembered "远亲不如近邻"
n i duno how 2 upload photo from here,as in properly...no time to discover...
so nex time!
another bad day
or should i say bad month?since the car accident n all...
today woke up,going for a fresh day,record book problem...the fella said i didn order so cannot buy...shit!
then i tried to pour cast for my practical work,NONE can b used...whole day wasted!!!
n during lunch,an old indian lady was sitting by the table alone,n the drinks uncle chase her away.i said nvm i dont mind then he left...
n then the old paria indian lady started shouted at me saying things like "u org cina jahat,saya duduk 1 org saja bukan sepuluh org!!!"n sommore la of coz...i jus ignored her...till i fnsh food n left...FREAKING STRESS!!!
n the stupid college lift,miss my floor like 3 times!
dono wad to say bt sui!
btw the fren that pissed me off during badminton,wanted to bfrened me again...
i guess its time to forgive...i dont have a strong stand rite?in this case,yes...
i feel sorry for myself bt i hope this is a good decision.hes gonna b my classmate for another 1 year,n wen he commented on my status,i dont feel the hate anymore...
bt i will make sure that i wont fall into his trap again...
feeling 200% stress up,due to work n all...
n quit smoking plan failed today...so to be continued...
p/s 2moro is a holiday so i plan to giv my housemate my pack of sig...coz i know i will smoke if i hold the cigarette...
today woke up,going for a fresh day,record book problem...the fella said i didn order so cannot buy...shit!
then i tried to pour cast for my practical work,NONE can b used...whole day wasted!!!
n during lunch,an old indian lady was sitting by the table alone,n the drinks uncle chase her away.i said nvm i dont mind then he left...
n then the old paria indian lady started shouted at me saying things like "u org cina jahat,saya duduk 1 org saja bukan sepuluh org!!!"n sommore la of coz...i jus ignored her...till i fnsh food n left...FREAKING STRESS!!!
n the stupid college lift,miss my floor like 3 times!
dono wad to say bt sui!
btw the fren that pissed me off during badminton,wanted to bfrened me again...
i guess its time to forgive...i dont have a strong stand rite?in this case,yes...
i feel sorry for myself bt i hope this is a good decision.hes gonna b my classmate for another 1 year,n wen he commented on my status,i dont feel the hate anymore...
bt i will make sure that i wont fall into his trap again...
feeling 200% stress up,due to work n all...
n quit smoking plan failed today...so to be continued...
p/s 2moro is a holiday so i plan to giv my housemate my pack of sig...coz i know i will smoke if i hold the cigarette...
Saturday, December 25, 2010
my update
i almost forgot what international relationship i was talking about.after 5 min of thinking,i RMBERED!!!
ok well i will talk about this before i start off with myself
a friend of mine,in india(not awei ok) has got into a relationship with a local guy(indian)...it sound normal rite?bt the fact is,1st,her family strictly disapprove them.2nd,how can the relationship last?diff country,diff food(the guy is a strict vegetarion,cant even eat garlic n certain type of mushroom i heard)
im sorry that i post this up,IF u ever see this,bt i will make sure that nobody will know you.well,nobody here will know u :)
what would i say....this is what we call love.either its "blur" love,or its true love.wadever it is,im sorry to say,i dont think this will last long...coz i dont think she stay there like permanently.or mayb,the love is so great that,she decide to stay in india for good.bt i strongly discourage this.you cant jus leave family for love,unless you have good point to defence urself,which i think she wont have.
im so sorry that im such a discouraging fren.if i would have known b4 u started off with him,i would giv my full opinion on this.bt too bad u've gone too far,so i can only wish you good luck!the song to remember,"坏人“ 1 day u might need it.and "there will be".haha
another few international relationship i know,r quite ok.few frens of mine in aus has angmoo bf,bt so what,if u plan not to come back,go ahead.or u can ask the guy to follow u back :p
bac to me.i had a normal year.was closed to a KOREAN guy for a bout 1 year n i decided not to mix wif him anymore.kind of a sudden,during july.and since then i've been doing things alone.
1 year close to him,i got the habit of chain smoking.oh yea,i still smoke,not as much.will get to it later.
hes not a great fren like u all,bt at least i;d a company.hes my postingmate n now we dont hav much to talk.we;re like superficial fren,kinda hi bye.
bout my relationship status,still single.
few of u might know,bout the 3 gals that i'd got chance,n i rejected them.
some might not know so i roughly tell the story la
1 gal kinda propose to me on her bday during cheong k,sumtg like i like u n if u dont like me then dont reply my msg,when she is sitting bside me.i duno wad to do so i din reply.dont have feeling how?requirement also not like fully filled.i dont intend to talk bout requirement bt if no feeling,at least my stay nearby my hometown,nice,hormat kpd ibubapa,know how 2 socialize a bit n know how 2 "zuo ren"..nt that kind of zuo ren bt u know la....be a nice person...not too straight
n it got awkward for a while,n now fine la...jus that not so close
2nd gal,junior,not really imptn,dont see in class.so easy job la
3rd gal,classmate,one day she jus walk to me n show me a note asking me out.god saved me.that day was mzms penang gathering.so i said nex time n i nvr ask her out.till now.shes kinda fulfil more requirement than the 1st gal,n seriously,i gav a thought on her.bt im scared that i wont hav feeling,n it wont last,so i hold on la
oh yea bout the gal i like,the korean was kinda going after her,i was quite sad at 1st,(EVEN u din make a good job)...then i felt okay after time pass...hmmm..how would i intro the gal...i showed some of you the picture during august gathering...
ok fine.jus wen i thought im fine n can move on,i kinda realise that i cant.wen shes nearby,i know i still gt feelings on her.
like recently my x classmate came n visit,we went out...n im sure abt the feelings d...sooo....stay single la....cannot get her..coz for me,when i like somebody,i cant really talk n be myself...really cannot...bout the gal,shes not that pretty,dont have perfect attitue,more on her nex time...
the only gal that i really have feelings,this gal,n a senior,u know la,feelingssss...
hahahah
what else...
MZMS...miss u guys,the more i deny it,the more i feel i miss u guys...i dont know why.in my memory,im not really into the chinese gang,bt still,the feeling is very diff...hometown feeling diff,u guys gav me diff feeling...n this make me hard to get close to any1 now...like really really hard...i expect too much from fren,coz not many ppl can make me trust so much.mayb its bcoz u guys are away from me,n i can only think bout the good thing bout u guys...haha
story:theres a sports cup in my college,i dint want to join anytg,bt due to my weakness,well,frenship are my weakness,i played in come games.some only.make me like damn lansi in college.long story bout the conflicts in the sports day
okay,badminton,a guy was injured n i was forced to play,coz apparently theres "not enuf" ppl.so i played,n we enter final.saturday,suppose to go bac to celeb one of my best fren bday...they make me stay,wake me up that day,wen i reach,he said i wasnt drawn for final...wtf!i walked off only...which is quite cool i guess...haha..respect myself.n i nvr talk to him till now.no brain wad to do...for ur info,wen im mad at some1,i really show.mayb u guys nvr see b4...
oh the weekend,i celebrated wif another close fren of college,she apologize like notg,bout the badminton game.i know its not her fault so i told her la...n b4 that,a car reverse n hit my car.i went down n thought i can claim some money..the indian guy apologize n only a few scratched on my car.n i let him go without paying anytg...IM SO STUPID!duno la...even my dad call me stupid...shit!bt if the same thing is gonna happen again,im gonna claim a bit money...
n later that nite,i saw the gal that i like cried in front of me,n i cant do anytg bout it...we were drinking la with the bday gal...she came later on...n left wen she started crying...i dont know why n i know i wont be able to know...n i cant do anytg bout it,only ask another fren to go teman her...story end
bac to me...im STILL trying to quit smoking,after a year...last week i tried 2 days off...1st day was like hell n 2nd day was ok...bt i start again on the 3rd day coz its kind of a "xi guan"...toooo use to it d...
n 2moro im gonna try again...see how i progress...
TO ALL MZMS n prob qian(who is frm mrsm balik pulau)
MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
hope to get update from u guys!!!
a lil tipsy d so TO BE CONTINUED!!!
ok well i will talk about this before i start off with myself
a friend of mine,in india(not awei ok) has got into a relationship with a local guy(indian)...it sound normal rite?bt the fact is,1st,her family strictly disapprove them.2nd,how can the relationship last?diff country,diff food(the guy is a strict vegetarion,cant even eat garlic n certain type of mushroom i heard)
im sorry that i post this up,IF u ever see this,bt i will make sure that nobody will know you.well,nobody here will know u :)
what would i say....this is what we call love.either its "blur" love,or its true love.wadever it is,im sorry to say,i dont think this will last long...coz i dont think she stay there like permanently.or mayb,the love is so great that,she decide to stay in india for good.bt i strongly discourage this.you cant jus leave family for love,unless you have good point to defence urself,which i think she wont have.
im so sorry that im such a discouraging fren.if i would have known b4 u started off with him,i would giv my full opinion on this.bt too bad u've gone too far,so i can only wish you good luck!the song to remember,"坏人“ 1 day u might need it.and "there will be".haha
another few international relationship i know,r quite ok.few frens of mine in aus has angmoo bf,bt so what,if u plan not to come back,go ahead.or u can ask the guy to follow u back :p
bac to me.i had a normal year.was closed to a KOREAN guy for a bout 1 year n i decided not to mix wif him anymore.kind of a sudden,during july.and since then i've been doing things alone.
1 year close to him,i got the habit of chain smoking.oh yea,i still smoke,not as much.will get to it later.
hes not a great fren like u all,bt at least i;d a company.hes my postingmate n now we dont hav much to talk.we;re like superficial fren,kinda hi bye.
bout my relationship status,still single.
few of u might know,bout the 3 gals that i'd got chance,n i rejected them.
some might not know so i roughly tell the story la
1 gal kinda propose to me on her bday during cheong k,sumtg like i like u n if u dont like me then dont reply my msg,when she is sitting bside me.i duno wad to do so i din reply.dont have feeling how?requirement also not like fully filled.i dont intend to talk bout requirement bt if no feeling,at least my stay nearby my hometown,nice,hormat kpd ibubapa,know how 2 socialize a bit n know how 2 "zuo ren"..nt that kind of zuo ren bt u know la....be a nice person...not too straight
n it got awkward for a while,n now fine la...jus that not so close
2nd gal,junior,not really imptn,dont see in class.so easy job la
3rd gal,classmate,one day she jus walk to me n show me a note asking me out.god saved me.that day was mzms penang gathering.so i said nex time n i nvr ask her out.till now.shes kinda fulfil more requirement than the 1st gal,n seriously,i gav a thought on her.bt im scared that i wont hav feeling,n it wont last,so i hold on la
oh yea bout the gal i like,the korean was kinda going after her,i was quite sad at 1st,(EVEN u din make a good job)...then i felt okay after time pass...hmmm..how would i intro the gal...i showed some of you the picture during august gathering...
ok fine.jus wen i thought im fine n can move on,i kinda realise that i cant.wen shes nearby,i know i still gt feelings on her.
like recently my x classmate came n visit,we went out...n im sure abt the feelings d...sooo....stay single la....cannot get her..coz for me,when i like somebody,i cant really talk n be myself...really cannot...bout the gal,shes not that pretty,dont have perfect attitue,more on her nex time...
the only gal that i really have feelings,this gal,n a senior,u know la,feelingssss...
hahahah
what else...
MZMS...miss u guys,the more i deny it,the more i feel i miss u guys...i dont know why.in my memory,im not really into the chinese gang,bt still,the feeling is very diff...hometown feeling diff,u guys gav me diff feeling...n this make me hard to get close to any1 now...like really really hard...i expect too much from fren,coz not many ppl can make me trust so much.mayb its bcoz u guys are away from me,n i can only think bout the good thing bout u guys...haha
story:theres a sports cup in my college,i dint want to join anytg,bt due to my weakness,well,frenship are my weakness,i played in come games.some only.make me like damn lansi in college.long story bout the conflicts in the sports day
okay,badminton,a guy was injured n i was forced to play,coz apparently theres "not enuf" ppl.so i played,n we enter final.saturday,suppose to go bac to celeb one of my best fren bday...they make me stay,wake me up that day,wen i reach,he said i wasnt drawn for final...wtf!i walked off only...which is quite cool i guess...haha..respect myself.n i nvr talk to him till now.no brain wad to do...for ur info,wen im mad at some1,i really show.mayb u guys nvr see b4...
oh the weekend,i celebrated wif another close fren of college,she apologize like notg,bout the badminton game.i know its not her fault so i told her la...n b4 that,a car reverse n hit my car.i went down n thought i can claim some money..the indian guy apologize n only a few scratched on my car.n i let him go without paying anytg...IM SO STUPID!duno la...even my dad call me stupid...shit!bt if the same thing is gonna happen again,im gonna claim a bit money...
n later that nite,i saw the gal that i like cried in front of me,n i cant do anytg bout it...we were drinking la with the bday gal...she came later on...n left wen she started crying...i dont know why n i know i wont be able to know...n i cant do anytg bout it,only ask another fren to go teman her...story end
bac to me...im STILL trying to quit smoking,after a year...last week i tried 2 days off...1st day was like hell n 2nd day was ok...bt i start again on the 3rd day coz its kind of a "xi guan"...toooo use to it d...
n 2moro im gonna try again...see how i progress...
TO ALL MZMS n prob qian(who is frm mrsm balik pulau)
MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
hope to get update from u guys!!!
a lil tipsy d so TO BE CONTINUED!!!
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