ok.i got a lot of things to write bt i forgot sdnly when im ready to write.
start from the day after i told my dad
bro woke me up for breakfast.did i mention that my bro lectured me wen i told him bout the THING that day?he started drinking d so i duno whether he was drunk or wad.bt he was totally fine wen he saw me.joke bout my new shoes n all.dad still a bit quiet.
bout 11am i drove my dad n mum back to sp,dad's hometown.went to pantai remis for bank stuff,terong for business stuff,then penang to "pray" to our ancestor or sumtg.for the sake of my grandfather.done
notg special happened,except that my uncle is not coming for the dinner.apparently got problems wif gfather.non of me business though.after dinner,went to aunt, n went back gdad home coz got fire.i tink got short circuit at the elec wire bside the road,n theres fire on top of the trees.no big deal.called tnb n bomba bt they oni come after 30 minutes,at least,n the sukarelawan reach in 10 minutes n gao dim the fire.
no electricity after that.n i went out,to butterworth to meet all those who didn go back for cny.they had their own reunion dinner.went back to sp about 2am.still no electricity.theres so many mosquitoes n its so hot,bt i still manage to sleep well,thanks to the medicine i ate after dinner n lack of sleep,n whole day driving.seriously i was feeling a bit dizzy wen i went to butterworth n worse wen i was coming back,bt god doesnt wan me to die,so im still alive.
cny was exceptionally diff,started 10 n ends about 1. i hide in the room coz im feeling dizzy,n duwan to face all the relatives,whom im sure will ask when im gonna grad.i tink i missed some ang pao too!haha
bout 2,went to kuala kedah to visit my grandma's sister, n reach beruas at 830.
went out to yum cha n came back at 3.
2nd day of cny,morning during breakfast,dad ask me to come back early nex time n i know my days in beruas is gonna end soon.suppose to go back to butterworth bt my grandma(mom side) was alone.so i decided to stay for another day,jus to accompany her for dinner,n also dad ask me to stay longer.
its not that i dunwan to stay longer bt i dont dare to face my parents,everytg will b diff,even wen my dad acts totally normal d.went out early dis nite,n came back bout 1230.i got no choice.
3rd day of cny,woke up at 6 to have breakfast wif a fren coz he jus came bac from meeting his fren.n my frens plan to go ipoh to have dim sum.i thought theyre goin for the whole day so i dint wan to follw,n also i memang no mood to go happy.met anohter fren for few cigarettes n left beruas bout 11.
back to butterworth is a bad choice,coz its so boring here,bt i dont hav any choice.send some food to butterworth frens house(hes 38,my ex neighbour) n had dinner in one of my classmates house.cousin was in butterworth so i pass him the red wine that i bought for him.
after dinner,they wanted to play cards so i bcome chai shen ye as usual.i dont gamble,n i dont like to.bt sometms,for social purpose,i played.if i win then i will buy food or stuffs,bt usually i choose to lose,coz ppl like banker to lose,n they will b happy.40 bucks gone jus like that.
went back bout 1230 n started drinking the discount black label i bought,n suppose to drink with hometown fren bt now that the THING happened,no choice,oni can drink in butterworth.drank wif another fren n we fnsh the bottle.
4th day of cny,which means today.woke up with a bit of hang over,bt my fren is worse.so i gav my aspirin to him so that he can teman me to go to my butterworth fren house for lunch.lets name him,lek kia(butterworth fren).lek kia insist of me going for lunch n ask me to bring frens,bt nobody wants to go,coz they duno him.oni dis fren know him a bit,coz he use to stay wif me that time(wen i was lekkia's neighbour)
the lunch was quite grand,for me.mayb the best in the year.alcohol chicken,seafood bowl,pork leg,kangkung n cornflakes pumpkin(i gav him yesterday).n he open his red wine.so drink again la.haha.my fren oni drank a bit,coz lek kia poured for him,n he feels dizzy after that,in addition to his hangover.haha
came back n slept.shen juin called,ask me to go futsal at 6,n simi called again coz i din want to go.simi msg me n i replied like 545pm.so not going la.coz plan to go for beer in autocity,n no mood to play also.
ok.fnsh diary.philosophy time
i din excel in my life,as least i tink so,in terms of anytg.bout studies,i was one of the top until i went mzms,bt seriously i dont study much,or at all.i copy answer frm answer sheet in all the exercise book my mum bought.i dont do!
mzms i tink still the same.jus that i study more than before mzms.taylors,same.india,better bt still ess then most ppl,coz have to memorize a bit this time.
im not a discipline person,i dont wake up for class,even in mzms.its quite funny wen ppl see u walking with a beg from hostel at 10am.haha.thats a good memory.
the point is,i still dont get my punishment.always wanted to change bt to a lazy guy like me,its almost impossible.always wanted a flop in my life(not to say my life is good,at least the road is smooth enuf to make me remain indiscipline)
so this time,it comes.i dint know that this could b a very big one.thought that only half year retention of or mayb can gao dim the stupid cunning indian ppl.
bt they r too thick face,n nvr admit what they said before.its fucking cunning wen u promise sumtg n u said u nvr mention bout it the nex day.that is PIDC DEAN n ACADEMIC COORDINATOR.dean is basically a puppet n the power one is the AC.
dean's name DR pushparajan
accademic coordinator name: sabarinathan (seriously im not gonna let him go wen i get the chance)
to all my dentist fren,wen u see them,dont need to show respect.seriously,dont need
oh yea where was i....yea.thought oni half year retention,bt now,im scared that they gonna charge us for staying half more year.
n thats the worse thing ever gonna happen to me.
i was telling bout my plan to giv up things,haven talk to prents bout it yet,n dad asked me to drive bac.so i'll wait till the final decision from college then oni i'll see what to do.coz if i start discussing now,its gonna b another issue.
bt seriously,if my class starts april,im gonna get a job 1st.see how la...
til then,ciaoz!too tired to continue d
