Friday, February 11, 2011

what does it mean?

dear god,seriously,I cant get it...at least for now...
Yesterday was a great day,where the things that least expected happened...the interaction was perfect.1st time ever!
N today,u did ur job again.I'm happy that now that get ur attention,bt is it the right time?omr exam dis morning,n we hav to examine on ourselves.got sum1 at the 1st time,n lec decided to re-shuffle to get new pairs.guess wad,i got somebody.duno to be happy or sad.thing goes quite smooth,still under shock.
really god,i duno whether to go for it,or not.i duwan to go thru all the pain even 1 more time.u made me scared.n i wont be ready till the day comes.the day i realize that her feeling is the same like mine.
ppl can be friendly,bt why her?i got confuse easily,n YOU know it.
i duno how 2 interact,n thru experience, i will screw it up after a while.
u gave me the ability to deal with frens,bt not this.
im sure im better than i used to be,bt m i good enough?
if the feeling is the same,then it will be fine,rite?
pls do not play around with me anymore.i got what i deserve d.
this time pls go straight with me,either yes or no.jus show me the direction ok?
of coz i hope things will be okay.i've let go a few great candidate,coz YOU dont giv me the thing that i need towards them.n this one,u gav me the thing n now im hanging.seriously i dont have confident.
if yes,let me know asap.if no,also let me know asap.hanging part is bad...
YOU gav me the ability to love,so pls show me the way to the right person,ok?
for now i will try again,so that u can let me know the outcome.
i dont know whether YOU hear it or not,bt pls end this with "happily ever after"
your consideration is highly appreciated.
k?
THANK YOU!

your ppl
WAN SEM GUAN

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