harloo

im sorry to those who actually visit here.cannot update using my own laptop.mus come to opposite block n pinjam juniors 1.paiseh also la..

so 2 weeks gone like that.shes back here,in salem.din let me go airport to get her.so i jus pick her up at the bus stand.

final exams is like 70 days away.n im haven start nerding yet.how how how???
practicals mus rush.ods should be no problem.teeth setting big prob.im praying that im good enuf to learn how to set teeth nicely n fast.hope so.

im actually preparing patho,coz last year seniors with low attendance mus go resit 1 paper b4 they can go final.if canot pass then canot sit for final.damn scarry wei.

n i got gastric since monday.duno whats the reason bt i think i drank a bit of alcohol.zino(korean guy) bday.drank on sat nite,sunday nite fnsh off the left over.monday gastric.last nite drink again.sdnly worse.canot sleep till 4am.meaning pain till 4am n slept off till 7.skip class again today...lolz

life is so teriible now.with exams coming up,batchmates camping in library d...im still lack behind.130/200 is getting further away from me d....:(

going to study now.ciaoz

sorry

my college now blocked assessment to this blog.so this blog might be more dead.only can come juniors room n pinjam his laptop to blog.

to awei..diesel car la...not that kao lat.high tech wei...not like normal car 1..drive oni know.
got this coz get it cheap price.as in very cheap.although not so young bt better than no car la rite..

ppl whom i told bout breaking up...tak jadi.almost.man4 back.if not i will be dying now...

looking forward..

im tired

its nt long since everytg startd.i rmber clearly,27th oct 08.the day that im sure that theres sumtg btw u n me.u were drunk n im scared that it will bcom a dream when we wake up the nex morning.ur eye answered every single doubt that i had.n they gav me hope that i'd lost long time ago.
That nite,we step to the nex page of life.
After that,notg improve.we r like normal frens again.
Arent we suppose to b closer?
Or u r scared that ppl will look at u differently?
R u afraid that ur image is gone?
Scared that ppl think that u r nt serious?
Scared that news gonna spread?
Or what?
M i a mistake?guess nt coz we both were sober when decision is done
Or izit my prob?may b i ask for too much.may b i dun rmbr how to maintain a relatnshp,since i will always break in 3months.
Im tahan-ing.till at least friday.then i tink should b ok.then the 2weeks after that?i dont know.since u will b in hospital all the time.

May b i should ask u what kind of guy i should b
Bt 1 thing im sure is,u dont really care about me.i duno whether im too sensitiv or the way u show is diff.i realy duno

Hope that these minor probs can b solved asap b4 major probs came in.im very into this relatn that i promise wont runaway frm probs like previous 1

sick

a horrible day for me
im sick since ystday.bt still for the sake of frensip,went ipoh with them,end up worse
woke up dis morning,got flu fever sore throat all...went to gov clinic opposite my house,n the doctor said i got high fever.39 only ma.high meh?
came back n rest for a while.then afternoon went pantai remis again.c doctor.had an injection.luckily dads driving.then slept whole day.now a bit better.if not damn terrible wei...headache due to fever n flu..suffering...

[wei]if u wan complain tell la...always ask u say lazy tell..then say long story...bla bla bla..i got time 1...

malaysia

to fei long,if ppl canot come sunway meet me what to do...say i ffk also i dun mind.i know whats real n whats nt real

Oh yea.for those who duno,im in msia d.bek from 31st to 7th.
Waited for her till 3.30,din come bek.she went to office to do sumtg.meaning las saw her was the midnite b4 left.
Was quite dissapointed la actually when i left.
Train came late.5pm.so reach chennai at 10.straight took auto to airport.ate dinner till 1130.damn tired.slept after check in.almost miss flight wei...nasib baik.n scarry.
Was quite busy with wedding altough nt mine.haha.driving since klia.till now sick.
Kl ipoh beruas
Beruas pantai remis
Beruas ipoh
Beruas kuala kangsar
Beruas pantai
Beruas ipoh

Now im in ipoh.fren driving.
In kbox now.no voice so sit only.then saw wifi sign.haha.peluang.since streamyx duno y canot use

Rela prob...may b im too into in,or too fast...may b busy...or may sum other things i duno.c how la...bt no doubt,im in love d.nt like anymore

leaving

im leaving salem to chennai by 430 train.means i have to leave this hostel earlier.bout 330?

gonna miss it so much..altough i will b away for 1 week only.

of coz i will miss sum1 else more la.

residential permit not done!die wei.have to call rajesh n ask him setlle for me immediately.suppose to call him yesterday bt i 4got.coz of basketball n barbeque.

karchit was cursing me jus now.said he waited me till 245am.to drink that bacardi breezer.really sorry wei...haha.busy-ing