wan sem guan in mzms

em...let me think..

basedly d current u r like much close-minded

but d old u r more spontaneous in which u able to talk with ppl better...based on ur social life...

coz last time i find that u r 1 of d chiense guy whom i can talk with

and...d old u r more to happy go luvky

but now like..emo often....so called 'pms-ing period ' n etc...those totally not workin on u dude

"alvin chin"

thanks dude!

thanks!love it

ur face cool..
ur attitude weird..
ur emo sometime oso nt very stable de..
conclusion..
sem guan weird person...
bt is still my fren hahahaha

quote from tee lee ooi

hahaha..funny lei

an emo post again...

actually i was suppose to post sometg else other than dis...
bt sometg knocked me out.

sorry bout this untidy post.the words came out straight from my brain.u ppl should know that im weird n probably dun understand what i say sumtime.sorry!

a friend of mine...ok la.make it clear.a very good friend of mine.i think she the only 1 who can make me smile,laugh,talk.play around with me.i mean in india la.n she understands n trust me more than the others.well,im not trustable
n shes not my gf k?dun think too much!

notg much until she din told me sumtg.sumtg that shocked me.
well,some of u know rite?im going bac malaysia this november.for my brother's wedding.so this gal just said shes also going bac cuz her mum is having a surgery.if any1 tell u this u would probably think that its a minor surgery rite?okie..may b its just me.ever since i become more positive thinking,i will think like this,or i prefer to think like this.or may b its just too common to have a surgery in..coz i always heard ppl say my mum my dad my grandmother gonna hav s surgery tomoro lah..bla bla..

well this gal,her mum is having a major surgery,a heart surgery.
i was shocked when she told me just now.cuz i always thought that its a minor 1 oni.notg much.bt when she told me its a 50-50 chance,okie.not so terrible.let me be more specific.she was like "i dont want a 50-50 chance to have a mother!"
i cant take it.even me as a fren cant take that,how bout her?its not like im too kehpoh or act like im some nice ppl or what.i really cant take it when a very close friend said that she has a 50% chance of losing her mum in november.thats y im here now.shes strong.really strong.how can a person deal with their normal life in this situation?well i cant.i think i cant.i dont know n i dont want to know.

i've met so many problems.thanks to those who trusted me so much n let me help out a bit.bt this 1,i seriously dont know how to act,what to say n what to do.i really really dont know.

if good things happen i can handle la bt what if the worse comes?

can anybody tell me what can i do?n what should i do?

m very emo now.

thanks

boring boring day...

its thursday now n i haven really started on my nerding project yet...(like is gonna happen dis holiday)..got la..study a little bit...
holiday is meant for us to rest rite?bt c-ing every1 resting...not good la if i study now...make ppl stress only.haha.okie.thats an excuse for a lazy ppl.

watched harold n kumar "escape from Guantanamo bay" last nite with the other guys who stayed here
this movie is as good as i expect.its so sem-type of movie.funny n stupid.lolz

just done my "superhero movie" which is stupid bt not that nice.i love stupid movie bt this movie is not up to par.not creative la i think.

im actually hungry now...duno who to go lunch with.padma still sleeping...BORED!!!

gonna copy homework today...should la i mean...fnsh everytg

drinking

i was shivering in the bus stop after i got down from bus.it was raining heavily.carried their bags into otto n got myself wet again,this time wif rain bt not sweat.the wind coming in the otto make me shiver...i tried to talk to shuk ting..asking her to open her hand bag so that i can keep my stuff inside...she couldn understand n finally i pointed at her hand bag n said open...lolz
today is basha anna bday.he is a electrician in our hostel,n close fren of some students...he sponsor the drinks n i accompanied them n drank till 7am.after that i went to sleep.theres a special guest here.an uncle of a student whose name is annan.hes a manager of 2 deli france branch in sentosa singapre

i woke up at 12 n they(arun n basha) are still drinkin...i rejected their offer to continue n watch movie...later in the evening...i still c them drining...terrible ppl...
haha

delhi trip (day 4,5,6,7,8)

actually notg much happen otehr than shopping except day 7 which we had sight seeing
we rent a car for a day trip in delhi.planed to visit quite some place which end up only went a few places.1st is bcoz of the weather.when we check the weather forecast is says that delhi will b raining...bt it was so hot that b4 i enter red fort,my new shirt was totally wet,as in really totally wet.
2nd,enterance fees was expensiv.250 rupees for each place.end up most of them jus wait outside for us who enterd.
notg much bout the places,which the history can b found in internet n notg is stated there except for those buildings.
the best in delhi is lotus temple,which is a bahai temple.they spread out love n unity of human being n unity of religion.so b4 i entered the temple the ang moo volunteer whom i think is a bahai briefly tell us bout the temple.tell us to silent our phones,n stay silent inside,welcome ppl from every religion to meditate there...
the architect of the building was great as it uses the natural colling system.i felt wind blowing when i din c any opening in that building.then oni i realize that the wind come from botton...the 9 pools...
check it out in the internet la if u want to know...i don know how 2 explain
then we ask the driver to send us to a nearest shopping mall to have lunch
then he said ok n sent us to a small building selling "kahwin" stuff for indian.i was so pissed that i called the fella n scolded him.had lunch n ask the driver to send me back to the hotel.seriously those local indian are cheaters!even the taxi driver from airport wanted to ask for extra charges...saying that the address given is not exactly where it is la...again i called the office n settled everytg.
yea.sometg i have to tell.in india,when u drive across the border line of other state,u need to pay extra money.unless u have an all india border permit.
n u can only withdraw money from ur atm or check outside ur state.even if u have a bank book n passport,u cant withdraw money.so bring enough money i u dont have atm cards
i bought 3 shirts for myself n 1 kurtha for dad.
time to change image.no more round collar(less la) esp when go class n out.
does this thinking makes me older?

delhi trip (day 3)

went to amber fort nearby jaipur.it is a very very very nice place to visit.its a historical place.the tour guide took some 15-13 minutes to explain everytg breifly.then we visit.the weather make it nice.dont feel like leaving.n sdnly sometg pop up in my mind.i want to build a house on a land higer than normal.coz of the wind!i actually called my dad n told him that i wanted that in beruas.he din say nething bt laugh
then went to some other small place to visit.n they bought souvenirs.i din buy any coz no money.n only get 2 withraw money after we left the shop.
din get to ride elephants or camel as promised.
went bac to hotel.wen can actually use the common room to rest n the bathroom to clean up for free!nice boss huh?
went chuki tani(cultural village)at 6.we had lots of fun there.went for camel riding!i was screaming n holding arthur like we are couples.lolz.look so gay.i dont mind though
had diner n left to delhi at 10pm.reach tibetian colony in delhi at about 3am which we checked in n slept