horrible

im suppose to be sitting my final exam right now bt im in the hostel blogging...
coz theres war btw sri lanka gov n tamil tigers..n ppl in tamil nadu r having a strike to protest the tamil nade state gov coz they r not helping the tamil tigers(which is terrorist to me coz they wan to take over sri lanka)

n now i stil duno whens my final exam date...the management dont wan us to go back to msia...i duno y...so now they said practical exam will start nex wednesday(which i doubt) n i tink it will be postpone again coz its like a trick to make us stay in the hostel.n theory will start march(DIE!!!)
gov asked them to evacuate the hostel with a notice n they din show us...instead they make us sign(i din) to get permission to stay in this hostel.wtf!treating us like children like they always do.

goa ticket gone...duno how to cancel it...

bro getting an appartment for me in penang.ask me to find partner.i duno how to find...c my rummate how la...

so basically my holiday will be shorten due to this war...will go back mid or end march only....
then class in penang started on the 6th april...
bad bad...

oh yea.been trying to break up with my soul mate...bt cant!
i took 1 whole packed last sunday.depress...

n yesterday morning i read a health magazine...n i realise that i have smoking withdrawal syndrome!
symptoms are:
frusturated
depress
insomnia n
GAIN WEIGHT!!!

no wonder after strict diet still gain weight la...

final exam

finally after 3 months,i can blog wif my own laptop.finally.
dis afternoon i ter-click theng wei's blog n can open.so i tried awei's.can also.then mine.cannot.after that cannot access to any blog.
finally now can blog d.
bt no time la.
nex monday my final exam will start.nvr feel nervous b4.bt today felt a bit scared d.coz everytg i studied i dun rmber at all.like if i go in exam now sure fail 1.
i hope that the day b4 can refresh everytg n can smoothly pass my exam.

life has been bad.for me n for her as well.hers is worse i guess...din talk to her for few days d.she wants to b alone.exam pressure...im sure she also forget everytg she studied.i can do notg.emo a bit n study lah...
luckily after reading thru can rmber sumtg...not so bad...

global economic bad now... my economy also teruk.i got no notes in my wallet.i owe ppl money n celebrate new year(which is not good for chinese)
although i tried to save money,stil over spent.pay back other ppl money then gone d.
now days...i dun eat chicken.like in recent 1 week,i ate 3 meals with meat only.
basically my breakfast will b biscuit.lunch banana leaf rice(20 rupees=rm1.50)
dinner is worse...either maggi...or eggs...or buns....which will cost me less than 20 rupees.
poor me...new year also eat these food only...

bt ok la...going back soon d.have to tahan.physically.mentally.n most important,emotionally.

going to do my practicals work after dinner so gonna study now.
ciaoz!

harloo

im sorry to those who actually visit here.cannot update using my own laptop.mus come to opposite block n pinjam juniors 1.paiseh also la..

so 2 weeks gone like that.shes back here,in salem.din let me go airport to get her.so i jus pick her up at the bus stand.

final exams is like 70 days away.n im haven start nerding yet.how how how???
practicals mus rush.ods should be no problem.teeth setting big prob.im praying that im good enuf to learn how to set teeth nicely n fast.hope so.

im actually preparing patho,coz last year seniors with low attendance mus go resit 1 paper b4 they can go final.if canot pass then canot sit for final.damn scarry wei.

n i got gastric since monday.duno whats the reason bt i think i drank a bit of alcohol.zino(korean guy) bday.drank on sat nite,sunday nite fnsh off the left over.monday gastric.last nite drink again.sdnly worse.canot sleep till 4am.meaning pain till 4am n slept off till 7.skip class again today...lolz

life is so teriible now.with exams coming up,batchmates camping in library d...im still lack behind.130/200 is getting further away from me d....:(

going to study now.ciaoz

sorry

my college now blocked assessment to this blog.so this blog might be more dead.only can come juniors room n pinjam his laptop to blog.

to awei..diesel car la...not that kao lat.high tech wei...not like normal car 1..drive oni know.
got this coz get it cheap price.as in very cheap.although not so young bt better than no car la rite..

ppl whom i told bout breaking up...tak jadi.almost.man4 back.if not i will be dying now...

looking forward..

im tired

its nt long since everytg startd.i rmber clearly,27th oct 08.the day that im sure that theres sumtg btw u n me.u were drunk n im scared that it will bcom a dream when we wake up the nex morning.ur eye answered every single doubt that i had.n they gav me hope that i'd lost long time ago.
That nite,we step to the nex page of life.
After that,notg improve.we r like normal frens again.
Arent we suppose to b closer?
Or u r scared that ppl will look at u differently?
R u afraid that ur image is gone?
Scared that ppl think that u r nt serious?
Scared that news gonna spread?
Or what?
M i a mistake?guess nt coz we both were sober when decision is done
Or izit my prob?may b i ask for too much.may b i dun rmbr how to maintain a relatnshp,since i will always break in 3months.
Im tahan-ing.till at least friday.then i tink should b ok.then the 2weeks after that?i dont know.since u will b in hospital all the time.

May b i should ask u what kind of guy i should b
Bt 1 thing im sure is,u dont really care about me.i duno whether im too sensitiv or the way u show is diff.i realy duno

Hope that these minor probs can b solved asap b4 major probs came in.im very into this relatn that i promise wont runaway frm probs like previous 1

sick

a horrible day for me
im sick since ystday.bt still for the sake of frensip,went ipoh with them,end up worse
woke up dis morning,got flu fever sore throat all...went to gov clinic opposite my house,n the doctor said i got high fever.39 only ma.high meh?
came back n rest for a while.then afternoon went pantai remis again.c doctor.had an injection.luckily dads driving.then slept whole day.now a bit better.if not damn terrible wei...headache due to fever n flu..suffering...

[wei]if u wan complain tell la...always ask u say lazy tell..then say long story...bla bla bla..i got time 1...