crap!

really bz till cant fnsh blogging....mus find some time to blog bout INTERNATIONAL relationship...
to those who'r involved,wait slowly...i will post soon...too bz now...

back!(again)

its been a while..not really,its been a long long while...
i want to blog,bt i got no time.since i came back from india,life has been bz.started off with break up,continue with smoking,n lots of ups n downs that has kinda ruined my life in msia since im bac...
the break up,as usual.wound has been healed by time,n by the wise-ness of meself.i dun tink that im the wrong one here,shes been going out with another guy right after the break up,n im wise enough to recover from the hurt,n tried to maintain our frenship.i did what i can do,msg her during her bday n msn her like one year after...n yea,i actually deal with it,not face to face bt i chat her(which i tink is wise enough).
for smoking,i actually din smoke since i came back from india,till the break up lah!stupid excuse,bt im addicted to it.from 4-5,to 7-10/day,i almost giv up quitting.
for ppl who dont know,once a person gav up quitting,then its gone.for me theres stil hope(i guess,or i believe,or i hope)
gathering last year(2009 august) was one of the greatest,well,i called up everybody n arrange time to make sure most ppl can attent...n it was great!
for this year gathering(july 2010),not many ppl,bt good enuf.dis time got 2 cars.zliang n alex has their own kelisa manual.
i was rushing from butterworth,by yeelein's car.she drove like almost 180 n i din make any noise,coz i know i wanna reach midvally asap.i said i dun care bout mzms gathering bt i actually care,n i really really cant wait to see everybody.oh yea btw the week b4,alex went to perak n we hung out in sitiawan with awei n angong.
bac to midvalley,the gals were late,bt nvm.the nite was awesome.(at least for me)

horrible

im suppose to be sitting my final exam right now bt im in the hostel blogging...
coz theres war btw sri lanka gov n tamil tigers..n ppl in tamil nadu r having a strike to protest the tamil nade state gov coz they r not helping the tamil tigers(which is terrorist to me coz they wan to take over sri lanka)

n now i stil duno whens my final exam date...the management dont wan us to go back to msia...i duno y...so now they said practical exam will start nex wednesday(which i doubt) n i tink it will be postpone again coz its like a trick to make us stay in the hostel.n theory will start march(DIE!!!)
gov asked them to evacuate the hostel with a notice n they din show us...instead they make us sign(i din) to get permission to stay in this hostel.wtf!treating us like children like they always do.

goa ticket gone...duno how to cancel it...

bro getting an appartment for me in penang.ask me to find partner.i duno how to find...c my rummate how la...

so basically my holiday will be shorten due to this war...will go back mid or end march only....
then class in penang started on the 6th april...
bad bad...

oh yea.been trying to break up with my soul mate...bt cant!
i took 1 whole packed last sunday.depress...

n yesterday morning i read a health magazine...n i realise that i have smoking withdrawal syndrome!
symptoms are:
frusturated
depress
insomnia n
GAIN WEIGHT!!!

no wonder after strict diet still gain weight la...

final exam

finally after 3 months,i can blog wif my own laptop.finally.
dis afternoon i ter-click theng wei's blog n can open.so i tried awei's.can also.then mine.cannot.after that cannot access to any blog.
finally now can blog d.
bt no time la.
nex monday my final exam will start.nvr feel nervous b4.bt today felt a bit scared d.coz everytg i studied i dun rmber at all.like if i go in exam now sure fail 1.
i hope that the day b4 can refresh everytg n can smoothly pass my exam.

life has been bad.for me n for her as well.hers is worse i guess...din talk to her for few days d.she wants to b alone.exam pressure...im sure she also forget everytg she studied.i can do notg.emo a bit n study lah...
luckily after reading thru can rmber sumtg...not so bad...

global economic bad now... my economy also teruk.i got no notes in my wallet.i owe ppl money n celebrate new year(which is not good for chinese)
although i tried to save money,stil over spent.pay back other ppl money then gone d.
now days...i dun eat chicken.like in recent 1 week,i ate 3 meals with meat only.
basically my breakfast will b biscuit.lunch banana leaf rice(20 rupees=rm1.50)
dinner is worse...either maggi...or eggs...or buns....which will cost me less than 20 rupees.
poor me...new year also eat these food only...

bt ok la...going back soon d.have to tahan.physically.mentally.n most important,emotionally.

going to do my practicals work after dinner so gonna study now.
ciaoz!

harloo

im sorry to those who actually visit here.cannot update using my own laptop.mus come to opposite block n pinjam juniors 1.paiseh also la..

so 2 weeks gone like that.shes back here,in salem.din let me go airport to get her.so i jus pick her up at the bus stand.

final exams is like 70 days away.n im haven start nerding yet.how how how???
practicals mus rush.ods should be no problem.teeth setting big prob.im praying that im good enuf to learn how to set teeth nicely n fast.hope so.

im actually preparing patho,coz last year seniors with low attendance mus go resit 1 paper b4 they can go final.if canot pass then canot sit for final.damn scarry wei.

n i got gastric since monday.duno whats the reason bt i think i drank a bit of alcohol.zino(korean guy) bday.drank on sat nite,sunday nite fnsh off the left over.monday gastric.last nite drink again.sdnly worse.canot sleep till 4am.meaning pain till 4am n slept off till 7.skip class again today...lolz

life is so teriible now.with exams coming up,batchmates camping in library d...im still lack behind.130/200 is getting further away from me d....:(

going to study now.ciaoz

sorry

my college now blocked assessment to this blog.so this blog might be more dead.only can come juniors room n pinjam his laptop to blog.

to awei..diesel car la...not that kao lat.high tech wei...not like normal car 1..drive oni know.
got this coz get it cheap price.as in very cheap.although not so young bt better than no car la rite..

ppl whom i told bout breaking up...tak jadi.almost.man4 back.if not i will be dying now...

looking forward..