哇！

莫道你在選擇人，人亦能選擇你

觉得这句歌词很有意思，超级有意思

很久没用华语打字了

一年了吧，从和'玫瑰' 断绝联络开始

考完试了，却要赶功课，真没趣

心情呢，没起没落。

考完试应该要很开心，不过没有付出的事情，收获时不会很有感受，除非你是贪小便宜的人

但我却不是

至于那女孩子，哪个？那个啦...约会的，开始有点好感了

但是和往常一样，要到手的我却不要

只有一条线在隔着

我接受不到这样子

我接受不到恋爱

其实我是怕，很怕分手

如果没有开始就不会分手，也不用承受那种苦

写写下，突然想喝两杯

等等

hmm...

所以现在，在等，等缘分，因为我相信缘份

我不想浪费时间在不可能任务，就是说没未来的我都会选择断调

很难相信吧，对一个曾经和马来妞，锡克妞谈恋爱的人

很多人会以为我是花花，而我也不想别人真正认识我

不知道这是自闭还是保守的象征

我很开心别人会酱觉得

因为这样的活我的名誉会更坏

更难泡到妞

我觉得这样我选择会更少，所以我能泡的对我会有一定的信心

我不用怕要给她安全感

曾经的我，会为了她，剪掉朋友（一点，虽然她觉得不够）

或许是我没有这样做， 志祥哥才会说我steady

不过以后的我，一定不会这样做

她要接受我，就一定要接受我的家人，朋友

因为他们创造现在的我

没有他们，就不会有今天的我

可能他们会叫我做你不喜欢我做的事

这就是我们的沟通方式

不过放心，我相信因为你，我会改变

我会尊重你

但请不要因为我的朋友而不开心

如果我选择了你，重要的我会分

我不是那么无知的人

请你不要再让我害怕爱情

还有一点，就是别让我觉得孤独是应该的
 

爱是信任，不是拜托

sigh

too many things to write,bt duno where to start.should write everyday bt what to do...final ma...mus study...(or more accurately,watch drama)
2nd paper done,20/100 marks gone,almost 0 knowledge bout those stuffs.hope can get 5,then i only lose 15 marks,n got 35 marks more got the other questions to lose...lol

hmm...life's nt very good,mum got admitted last week for denggi,i n went bac 2 days before final.its hard to choose though,to go back or not,bt i decided to go.
i got a shock when my bro told me mum got admitted,n say possible hepatitis.luckily only denggi,which i duno is good or bad.at least discharge d.
2moro free,bt duno can study or not,or as usual,read thru whole book in 1 hour n hope that i know how 2 crap during exam.

shit!

nex monday is my final exam!still got 1 week n so much more to study....so will not be updating in a while...
so much to write bt no time!!
btw the wedding was great!
guys nex time wedding wan ask me to bcome heng dai mus giv big big ang paw k!!!

1st date

if i dont remember wrongly,this is the 1st time i ask a girl out for dinner(minus the close fren where the intention is different la)
ok fine.intention=try out
hypothesis= see how will it work out
apparatus = 1 guy n 1 gal
experiment=dinner in shinjuku jap restaurant ong yi how
result = positive
interpretation = she pass the test
so? its still early to say anytg,bt got positive result on my side la.

end

HAPPY NEW RELATIONSHIP SEANG!!!



n of coz the biggest news today.should put headline,bt scare too over d


HAPPY BIRTHDAY DING SOOK WEI!!!
stay pretty!!!
p/s: we're young once,so try out the 'local cuisine'  before you get serious when ur back to MALAYSIA! :P

thank god

now that i know the story.....freaking relieve now...i finally know what she thinks...thanks liyin for the info n lois for the support!!!now i can proceed d...
wont feel bad to go on a date d...wont feel restricted n bad...im sorry to put u on hold girl...if ur waiting,i'll prove that im the right guy...

i finally got the news that make me lose all the feeling,right away,at least for now.no matter im the guy that cause her to reject him or not,i'd already move on...

to the others,i'll promise,i'll try to be a better person,im sure i can do it now!

I'm a bitch

its only 6 hours n suffering....wrong timing la....seriously hate myself!
Mayb gonna get a pack later...
need him most when studying..

its on,bitch!

well,im the bitch.haha
410pm 14/2/2011
im gonna leave u soulmate.its been 4 years.its not easy.n i dont want to meet u quietly anymore.its suffering.ur the one who understand me,n always by my side when i needed u the most.bt ur harmful,n ppl dont like u.
im so sorry.good bye my lover.
n from this moment onwards,i will start studying for finals.
im serious.i hope.got no confident d.of wad has happened recently.

p/s:the message u replied didn make my day. i miss last week.its the worst week and it was also best week ever,coz of u.

oh yea,was thinking of going on a date wif any gal,mayb ding,bt i cant jus cant.if its not bcoz of u,or more specifically last week,i will be choosing who to date by now.
14.2.2011 is another single valentine's day.
wtih you everyday can be a valentine's day,(mayb it wont),bt you're not with me.
:(