slept early last nite.coz i drank since last evening.finally fnshed my bottle of smirnoff vodka.n 1 bottle of kingfisher premium beer.not really ko bt went to bed early coz i din really sleep that morning coz studying
thursday.again.what a boring lifestyle.went to class..bla bla bla..
din talk much in class,as i expected.pms-ing now.mzms ppl know most.
dis evening,yinci came to my room n collect 200 rupees from me.for 14th night dinner n celebration for classmates whose bday in august.i was like...can i dont join?"why?" coz i dont want to. "then ok la" she said.
normal la...ppl here oredi know my pattern.i dun join anytg anymore.
dun like n i admit i lansi.coz i dun giv face.coz i think i dun need to n not worth it
n i do realise that im nt that friendly anymore.i dont know why.or may b i know.i cant find ppl who can mix around with me.i just dont know.i began to hate ppl.or may b not hate.just dun like.
i feel that ppl fake,hypocrite and bla bla bla...im not kind.i prefer friends being honest to me.
tell me what i did wrong...not just look at me n let me continue to b wrong.
i dont talk to ppl esp my classmates n those gals around my hostel.not all bt most.
may b you can say that i lost confident.lost my faith to friends.of coz i dont mean those old 1 la.those new 1.
emo...emo...n more emo....
what should i do?
i hope its just my pms period.bt its oredi weeks or months.
n i want to go home...go back to the pass which i know that i cant...
half more year to go n im freed from this place...
i have to b patient....
:(
tomorrow patho test how?die
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